kesedihan sekeping hati

Assalamualaikum..

Hi diary..kenapa ya kdg2 aq rasa aq memiliki masalah hati dan perasaan terhadap my friends..kalau nk dikenang nasib,rasa macam sedih je nasib aq ni..kadang2 rasa jauh hati dengan kawan2.. kadang2 rasa macam x dilayan oleh kawan2..

Yang take care of me hanyalah my parent..of coz Allah is the first one..dan selepas tu is my parent..

Yup..tapi bila aq check balik myself punya behavior...aq dpt rasakan yg aq sendiri yg buat jarak between us..example mcm,i never have lunch together with them...never hang out together with them.. and thats why all of my opinions and thoughts never been responded by them..i deserved that..

And now tears are dropping..

I have to be a strong girl..life is in my hand.. never give up n stop running.. Fight to be an excellent person..always think positive!!

Remember, i have to be the best...Allah will do the rest..