Tuesday, 25 February 2014

kesedihan sekeping hati

Assalamualaikum..

Hi diary..kenapa ya kdg2 aq rasa aq memiliki masalah hati dan perasaan terhadap my friends..kalau nk dikenang nasib,rasa macam sedih je nasib aq ni..kadang2 rasa jauh hati dengan kawan2.. kadang2 rasa macam x dilayan oleh kawan2..

Yang take care of me hanyalah my parent..of coz Allah is the first one..dan selepas tu is my parent..

Yup..tapi bila aq check balik myself punya behavior...aq dpt rasakan yg aq sendiri yg buat jarak between us..example mcm,i never have lunch together with them...never hang out together with them.. and thats why all of my opinions and thoughts never been responded by them..i deserved that..

And now tears are dropping..

I have to be a strong girl..life is in my hand.. never give up n stop running.. Fight to be an excellent person..always think positive!!

Remember, i have to be the best...Allah will do the rest..

Friday, 21 February 2014

Lena Lama La (part 2)

Assalamualaikum..

Oh no,see the clock now! it's almost 2.30am and i'm still ON..
huhu i should sleep n get nightdream now, but when im awake n im here..u should know that i can't s.l.e.e.p :(

today is one of the unique days of mine..
at the morning,my car unexpectedly can't be started.. i ended up by riding motorcycle to the campus(though i wore abaya wthout trousers on) hahha

i hd classes from 2pm till 6pm..i ws soo sleepy during my last class which ws at 5pm,but i ws struggling..fighting.. n keeping calm in my position on the chair(hahhhhhaaaa) since the topic discussed by my professor ws so interesting (topic: Akhlak)

20 minutes before the class end, i ws suddenly very very very unconfortable.  It ws like my head is ruining. I told someone beside me then i just realized that i didn't hv my lunch after she asked me abt that..
So,after the class,i felt so weak n couldnt walk anymore..what i need ws just a moment of sleeping..i went to the 3rd floor of the mosque n found a comfortable place to zzzzzz..

Ohnoooo,suddenly one by one phone callsss from ma friends..what next?i couldnt sleep then..
Hoho felt wanna cryyyy..!!!that was so painfull moment huhuhu

I decided to go out of the mosque,but when i made a bow to wear ma shoes..ohhh my head...im unstable !
Dugh, immediately i turned n got in back to the mosque. Next, i continued the journey(hahha) to level 2. Less than 5minutes,i'v already fall sleep..
When i woke up,its already 9pm n people aroud were praying isya' jamaah..
"Oh my G, i'm free from the pain..syukur alhamdulillah" :)

Lastly,my journey was to the edc n had the photography session..evnthough i wore totally different color wth the required color for that session,i managed to solve the probs.. :) syukran ya Allah

I bought a hot pau tonite..hmm :)
And I cannot sleep tonite..hmm :(

By writing here makes me feel release a bit..At least i can store the stories of mylife in this diary hahha..

Love,
PR 
(princess mira)

Wednesday, 19 February 2014

Story of burung gagak belagak

Berkata seorang mak cik yg bernama dot dot dot..

"Alaaaah company kecik, company melayu kaaan..."

"Company melayu memang cegini kan?Hm keciik aje.."

i pon heran dengan mak cik ni.. apalah yg dia mampu miliki sampai cakap pon sombong sangat..
Dia ada company ke?besar ke company dia?berapa cawangan company dia ada? Company multinasional ke?
Lagaknya bercakap seperti dia bukan orang melayu..walhal dia?..hmm

This mak cik kerja dibawah naungan org cina..memangla kalau ditanya pon,memang malaysia ni byk org cina yg jd bos org melayu..but, this makcik kerja bwh cina directly..directly tau.. tulaa kot yg mmbuatkan dia bangga sgt..( ohh bangga kau ye) kalau bangga sangat,abihtu yg hang pi pot pet pot pet komplen lps balik keje tu napa?

Hahha..

peace yo !!